Living with sharp pointy epiphanies

I had an epiphany a while ago, just haven’t had the time to reflect on it then capture it with words.My mom really isn’t the tragedy and also isn’t the person I need to be spending time with. I //meelp.com/blog/563376/post_3631493.html?ANON_CONFIRM=TRUE Myrtle:So need some help?(3 December 2016) Deandrea:HELP NEEDED—What do I do at Christmas about old family hurts [...]
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Mui:
When I don't do his homework and projects because I have my own school work to worry about, she says that I only care about myself.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
She takes her son to tutoring every day because he fails everything.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
In the car, she started yelling at me and saying how I'm selfish for not thinking of her and whether or not she was tired.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
Once, she offered to take me somewhere even though I said I'd rather just not go at all.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
She always questions why her older daughters (they're not biological) hate taking pictures and moved so far away, she sees them once a year.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
When I ask what I did wrong, for the first time in 10 years, she threatens to kill me.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
I've never gotten through a full day without her criticizing everything I do.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
I eat, I'm a fat pig and I'm useless.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
I have a 96 average, not good enough.
(24 December 2016)

Mui:
I might as well just burn myself alive.
(24 December 2016)