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Devorah:
I keep freaking out but I don't know what else to do.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
I've tried talking to the suicide prevention line and I got some helpful tips from them but none of it seems to be working on my boyfriend.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
He lives with his father now but I know he's still haunted and feels guilty about not being able to do anything back when he was a kid living with his mother.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
He's had a troubled past with an abusive, alcoholic mother who threatened to kill him multiple times and his mother's boyfriend who sexually abused his sisters.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
He's talked about wanting to overdose or jump out a hotel window but then acts like he's joking when I start getting worried.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
I don't think he has access to a gun or pills but I know it's not hard to commit suicide.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
I've tried to asking him to talk to me or someone else he trusts, or to get help, but he refuses to believe anything's wrong with him.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
He starts talking about how I'd be fine without him or that he'll always exist in my heart.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
About once a week, he becomed extremely sad and nothing I say helps.
(7 August 2017)

Devorah:
We're both in our late teens so travelling 550 miles to see each other is not exactly easy.
(7 August 2017)