Semblance Of Indifference

I want to be nonchalant.I want to act like It matters not.Like I am calmWhen I have so manyRacing turbulent thoughts.I want to give nothing away.To have my feelings stayHidden from himOr anyone else W_ Hildegarde:Outside issues always seemed to break us down and cause us to take out our anger on eachother.(4 August 2017) Jade:Is this [...]
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Maddie:
She and I are shy, awkward people, but I get super nervous around her.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
When I wasn't working with her, i would send messages to reassure her that everything would be all right.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
I would text her good luck and give her tips on how to improve.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
She smiled and thanked me for it.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
So, often, I would bring her a cup of coffee and some cookies and a donut to her.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
She and I would get placed in the same shift and she would be behind me.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
She's only a year younger than I am.
(7 August 2017)

Maddie:
There's this new worker in the grocery store I work at.
(7 August 2017)

Meaghan:
Condom slipped off?!?
(7 August 2017)

Meaghan:
Could there be any chance of pregnancy?
(7 August 2017)